I never thought he was my soulmate. Being with him always left me feeling like I was compromising.
But how many people in the world really find their soulmate? Does a soulmate really exist?
If I had to compromise, I’d rather it be with him. Because even if he wasn’t the guy I could bring home or show off to my friends, even though we were worlds apart and we would never fully agree on the way we lived our lives, he loved me. And I loved him.
Do you ever feel subconsciously maneuvered to act in a certain way because you’re around certain people?
And then you realize that you didn’t really want to do those things or act that way but you did because that’s how you routinely are around them.
(And those people are your friends, your loved ones and they’re awesome but) that’s why it’s important to spend time alone…and meet new people and try new things. So that you can identify what really is you and what isn’t.
To find yourself.
Sometimes wish I smoke just so I have a good reason to sit outside in the balcony in the cold
Either way it isn’t easy.